The Champ's Life

fuck la

2006-03-07T21:19:00.000-08:00

v long nva blog le.. tiz time blog is oso nothin nice to say.. CHEEEEEbbbbbbbb.... today went for check up.. docs say wad cells v little.. need to step up eye drops.. until 4 times a day.. means fuck alrdy lor lidat.. knnn... FUCK LA!!!

damn sian..

wai po

2006-03-02T19:19:00.000-08:00

i hope e angels in heaven watch over granny...

if tml nva comes

2006-02-24T23:10:00.000-08:00

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

*love is sweet in e beginning.. but bitter at the ends.. if u dun handle it well*

toopid security guard

2006-02-18T20:14:00.000-08:00

CORRECTION:
it was US.. the VOLLEYBALL GUYS who managed to catch up with the theif and surround him.. not MR SERCURITY GUARD.. so stop self proclaiming credits

the role of e sercurity guard is to eliminate threats to students.. and not stop students from entering the sch on sats.. I am a student.. WHY CANT I BE IN SCH!!?!? so there shdn't be anibody in sch on SATS?? and i m wearin a sch shirt for god's sake.. stop tryin to act lik a big shot..

Safety in singapore

2006-02-16T19:39:00.000-08:00

Is it still safe for people to wander arnd singapore?

Paraphrase: Is singapore still a safe place for people to live in?

Refering to the article today.. a man was shot 7 times in singapore..7 times!!!He was killed.. how on earth did dat pistol or machine gun.. or motar .. get into singapore when its strictly a crime for a normal civilian to posess such a deadly weapon?
Suddenly i feel its so unsafe to walk along e roads of singapore.. wad if 1 day somebody were to appear infront of me and shoot me 7 times? the 911 incident has alrdy brot much awareness in our pple.. and our police are said to be more effective.. i juz hope e police will nab the murderer soon..

Ytd while having training.. i heard loud shoutings.. i tot its juz some toopid idiot making noise.. den i realised it was e security guard shouting at us to catch a thief.. so we.. the CHAMPIONS.. chiong e theif.. he is fast!.. but not as fast as us man.. hahaha... so we caught up with him.. and dat toopid fella ran up a block which has onli 1 staircase.. so he got STUCK... so he waited for e sercurity guard to come catch him.. we has thus become the HEROS of e sch.. haha... again something lidat happen in sch.. is a v sad thing.. why singapore got tiz kinda pple? student's stuff oso wanna steal.. well.. glad we caught dat pook.. in 1 day 2 crimes were commited arnd e same area.. sometimes i reali worry for e safety of my dear.. she always end so freaking late.. and with all these pple arnd in singapore.. i tink i will hav to send her home everyday if its possible foe me..

v'dae

2006-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

i am tired... reali tired...

sluts

2006-02-11T21:15:00.000-08:00

i HATE sluts..

WTF

2006-02-10T23:08:00.000-08:00

O...M....G....
zz got 16 pts for L1R5... wtf!!!! WTF!!!!

but.. cant deny dat i m happy for him.. hope he can come SA.. den we can play vball tog

bent

2006-02-09T18:34:00.000-08:00

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

*relationships dat depend only on feelings will nva last*

forgot to breathe

2006-02-04T14:49:00.000-08:00

so bored these few days.. i hope its hols now.. den i can go out everyday... watch movies.. hang out.. club.. no tests to worry abt.. no alevels.. people made e world so complicated dat we hav to worry for tiz and for dat.. if we were living in e past where there is no cell phones.. no internet.. no accounting problems.. no math.. everythin will be easy.. it will be so easy.. we juz hav to sit back in our homes.. and relax..

now i hav a test on tue to worry for.. integration.. wth invented integration.. dat guy muz be sick.. so diff.. and PNC... wth la..

tiz morning i cant breathe.. i woke up.. and i tried to breathe.. but i cant.. i tot i was going to die.. den i saw sumthin bright... so bright.. its e sun.. *phew* it was a dream.. recently i had so mani weird dreams.. bad dreams... abt bad things.. i always wake up in cold sweat.. i tink muz be e pressure.. i hope block tests and alevels will go away soon..

somtimes i feel i m alone in an enclosed shit hole... dat dream seemed so real.. i was drowning in shit..

my fault

2006-02-03T23:22:00.000-08:00

i hav only got myself to blame..

going out?

2006-01-31T10:38:00.000-08:00

will i get to go out today?

faking a smile

2006-01-30T22:49:00.000-08:00

now i truely understand how hard it is to fake a smile.. when deep down.. its reali a shit pit.. i m tryin so hard to put up a diff emotion.. fuck tiz..

disapppointed

2006-01-29T07:04:00.000-08:00

the more u love somebody.. is e more e person will hurt u..
if somebody lies to u 1 time.. dere will be 100 times.. 1000 times more..
if u set your mind on sumthin.. juz do it.. dun be wishy washy..

love yourself more den you love ani other thing
do on to others before they do onto you

damn fuckin pain..
tiz is the fuckin limit.. 1 more step.. and you overstep boarder

fuckin bored

2006-01-28T16:46:00.000-08:00

i cant wait to get e fuck out of tiz house.. i m so bored.. and y cant pple understand how i feel? damn fucked up..

* if u got nothin nice to say dun say anythin *

CNY

2006-01-27T09:00:00.000-08:00

happy cny to all..

*my life is incomplete*

inconsiderate bastard

2006-01-24T19:41:00.000-08:00

today while on my way home.. wah damn pissed.. got tiz bastard on e bus.. he was readin his newspaper.. and he had tiz bag.. he put beside him.. the bus was damn crowded .. with some elderly pple oso.. i stared at him.. reali hoping he will get e message and move e fuckin hell in.. instead.. he look back.. and den pretend nth happened.. and continued his papers.. i wanted to go up and ask him how much he paid for his bus fare.. how cum he can njoy tiz kinda deal.. if dat 55cents or how much he paid.. entitles him to 2 bus seats.. den he mite as well bring his tent.. or mat.. and he can hav a 1 person picnic on e bus.. such a selfish bastard.. argghh.. e more i tink of it.. e more angry i get.. its such a shame dat dere r tiz kinda pple livin here in singapore.. reali spoils e image.. i call these pple unworthy..

got it

2006-01-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

i went down to apple orchard to collect my nano.. wooo.. new nano.. with no scratches at all.. while collectin.. tiz guy was kpkbing.. said he waited 20 mins for a charger.. and was damn pissed.. wans to make a feedback.. wth sia.. make so much noise..
den i went to meet my dear.. dunno y.. everybody come out le.. she still haven come out.. so wait.. and finally shes out!.. kk.. den went to toa payoh to eat KFC.. and den send her home..
reached home .. on com.. and start to do my ipod.. wah.. damn tiring.. need to rename all e file.. sort nicely under techno siao.. den finally done.. zz just told me he v long nva pcc alrdy.. and now got e urge to.. hahaha.. cool.. den go ahead.. aniwae.. he oso said 10 got we were soilders.. so i m gonna watch later..
tml is estee's bdae...

HAPPY BDAE ESTEE!!!!!!! u r retardedededed!!!!! snappi estee the krocodil.. haha.. stay funni and retarded.. so dat i can laff at u.. haha

nano

2006-01-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

my nano spoil.. recently i brot it to see doctor.. doctor say no cure.. but my nano still under warrenty.. so dey r givin me a new piece.. tiz time i will protect it and buy a condom to keep it.. so dat it will not get scratches..
i hope i can hav more of her time..

cheeby

2006-01-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

how to react to tiz kinda screwed up situation la.. cheeby.. fuck la.. fuck it.. fuck.. off.. i feel dat i m so not myself animore..

newsroom bar

2006-01-14T10:23:00.000-08:00

i still can remember dat smell.. fuck..

dreaming?

2006-01-12T19:50:00.000-08:00

i muz be dreaming.. am i dreaming? i muz be dreaming.. am i dreaming?? i muz muz be dreaming.. am i am i dreaming? i muz be dreaming.. am i dreaming? i muz be dreaming.. am i dreaming? i muz be dreaming.. but i pinch myself.. i tink i m not draeming..

hari raya

2006-01-10T08:33:00.000-08:00

so in e end.. everythin's still e same..

deep shit

2006-01-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

i reali hope everyday can drink with my bros.. yj and randy.. and sing song by e beach.. i guessed we all had a wonderful time.. i thank god for my bros.. for drinkin with me.. but i guessed i assulted randy.. HAHA.. oppssie.. and i guessed i made a pile of big shit for myself to step on.. i dunno wad i said to my dear...
moral of story: switch off ur hp when u r drunk..
besides my dear.. i tink i called a couple of pple.. and i dunno wad e hell i said.. so.. here m i.. sayin sorry .. pls dun take it to heart.. wadeva i said.. unless its sumthin nice.. and one more thing.. IF i call u in e middle of e nite and i sound drunk.. pls juz kup my call.. thx.. .. these r e pple i wanna thank..

1. Mummy ( for whipping up e best chilli crab and sotong for me )
2. Kevin my brother ( for making lagsana )
3. Wilfered and Clarence ( for the ang bao )
4. Malcolm and Nic teoh ( for e surprise bdae cake )
5. Zong ( for bringing me to e toilet )
6. My dear Xiaowei ( for choosing the cake )
7. Her fren ven ( for fetchin dem to buy e cake )
8. YJ & Randy ( for accompanyin me e whole fuckin nite drinkin and singing all nite )
9. YJ again ( for carryin me home )
10. Randy again ( for payin for e cab even though my hse is juz so near )
11. Estee Weiyun Weiyan Qianhui Phil ( for wishing me bdae )
12. Estee again ( for tokin crap with me online when i m drunk )
13. Qianhui again ( for tokin crap with me online when i m drunk )
14. Last but not least.. my lord jesus christ above.. for giving me life

People that hav to watch their backs on their next bdae :
1. Rizwan ( cuz u whack pple v xialan.. i sure kill u on ur bdae haha )
2. Malcolm ( you noe u whack pple is lik 1 lorry zum me lidat.. u oso beware haha )
The Rest Are?..
3. Nic Teoh ( i will whack u silently )
4. Julius ( ok la.. u whack not so pain.. but u still gonna get whacked by me )

ok la.. den lidat.. i hope next yr bdae.. wun get whack by so mani pple.. thankyou pple..

bdae boy

2006-01-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

dance stole my beauty away...

mum is still e best.. thanks mum..

shit

2006-01-04T15:59:00.000-08:00

haiz.. sch reopen alrdy.. damn sian.. hols hw muz do finish.. everythin muz hand in.. stressed.. a levels cumin.. more stressed.. acty supposed to go genting with zz brandon jian dey all.. but now i tink cannot alrdy.. toopid blocktest.. ARGHH F man..

fire works

2006-01-01T07:00:00.000-08:00

MERRY new yr to everybody..fireworks great.. crowd sucks.. stay over at mal's place.. great.. e round women's breast.. great... overall.. great.. great yr to everybody i noe..
today celebrating my BRO's bdae.. and becuz my bdae and his are so close.. we r celebrating it tog.. .. i m always living in his shadow..

happy new yr!

2005-12-30T23:58:00.000-08:00

another yr has passed.. soon.. i will be 18.. and soon not so ner.. i will be 21.. and .. 30.. and 40.. soon i will meet my doom.. doom doom doom.. but b4 dat.. i muz do wad i wannna do 1st.. for dose who noe me well.. yeah.. ofcuz dats wad i wanna do b4 i die.. HAHA!.. k.. y m i tokin abt death.. haha..
haiz.. sch gonna reopen so soon.. dunno if i can cope.. j2 is reali shit life.. mug mug and mug more.. so.. aiyah.. juz hope god bless me.. sun sun li li pa mia sia.. HAHA.. no la.. i mean sun sun li li.. pass my block test.. and a levels..
for tiz new yr.. i hope everybody oso can heh heh pipi.. ( happy happy )... esp dose i care for.. lik my frens.. family.. and my wife.. HAHA!.. k.. not funni..
past yrs.. is i spend xmas and new yr's eve alone.. but tiz yr.. got my dear pei me!.. HAHA!.. dats sumthin to be happy abt.. hope......... we can spend mani mani more yrs of shit together.. becuz.. life is a shit hole.. once u r born.. u r born into dat shit hole.. and in dat shit hole.. u better find sumbody who can tahan with u together tiz shit hole.. lidat den u can sun sun li li... if not.. e shit hole will kill u..

kkkkkk dats all.. ermmm.... ya... HAPPY NEW YR!!! everybody out dere.. and to dose pple i dun like.. and hate... happy new yr to u guys too... ofcuz.. u noe wad i mean..

SAV

2005-12-29T00:11:00.000-08:00

today i went SAV.. was 1 of e relay runners.. acty i dun reali wanna run.. for dose who noe me.. long dist running is one of my HATES.. but i decided to please my dear.. and juz run.. turn out to be quite .. fun.. QUITE onli.. the whole campus is rather.. cool.. and .. nice.. but.. e hall dun hav e volleyball markings.. so i tink no indoor court.. SHIT.. dunno y i m so afraid of changes.. i HATE changes.. even though SAV is a v nice place.. i dun lik e tot of me changing another place to study in.. i HATE it.. i hate meetin new pple.. cuz i sure got nth to say to dem.. and dey will tink i m an act cool kia.. aiyah.. new campus oso means another life alrdy.. i dunno lahz.. feel v sian.. i tink i will miss e old sch.. i lik OLD things.. old shoes.. old.. campus.. old changki.. everything oso old la.. juz dun find a old wife can le.. haha...
after play volley with my kakis.. at tp.. played for quite long sia.. but i tink i can SA better den zz.. haha!.. dat idiot keep laff at me.. den fri still jio me play beach.. sat is new yrs eve.. i dunno spend with danneth e siao eh gina.. or.. my sch frens.. haiya.. such a headache.. i still remember last yr's new yrs eve i go club with zz.. wah.. so little frenz.. onli we 2 gay down dere.. so sian.. hope tiz new yr's eve if got danneth going.. den can watch him la ji with other gers.. haha..

a day at beach

2005-12-27T19:00:00.000-08:00

today went beach with zz.. aaron..edwin.. hualun.. yingwei..kangwei..and raymond.. took some act cool pics.. and played some volleyball.. tink my skills reali deprove alot.. kena suaned by zz until lik fuck.. nb..next time i will make sure he eat ball biskits..

i love my dear

2005-12-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

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XMAS

2005-12-24T19:35:00.000-08:00

for tiz xmas.. i wish dat everybody i noe and whom i care of.. will stay happy.. including me.. hope i ownself stay happy and faster forget all dose sad things.. oh ya

tiz is specially to:
Nick( dick )
Estee
Haffi

Thanks for your xmas cards.. hav a blessed xmas.. u guys make life worth the living..

time

2005-12-24T00:24:00.000-08:00

WHYYYYYY WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why time pass so slowly??!? i m damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!

fuck u

2005-12-22T14:30:00.000-08:00

i m so bored!!! so BORED!!! where is EVERYBODY WHEN I NEED DEM??!??

ans: dey are all dead..

sad

2005-12-21T14:51:00.000-08:00

juz cut my hair and its so lik shit.. shd hav juz gone to fusion or hairy zoom.. y i go chut pattern .. gow ad pointers.. haiz.. next time die die oso muz go fusion alrdy.. KING KONG is so cute..
haiz.. so sad..

brand new day

2005-12-19T11:45:00.000-08:00

its a brand new day today.. woke up and realised how tired i was.. i feel lik my energy's all drained.. i m so empty now..in my empty room..all alone.. one touch and i will collapse.. i m so FREAKY tired.. yet my parents are naggin at me to start studyin.. dunno how i m gonna pick e book up and start revising.. imtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtiredimtired

i feel lik i m dying..i tink i m dying reali soon..

lonely

2005-12-18T23:41:00.000-08:00

xmas lightings and carols all seem so dull without u by my side..

drunk

2005-12-17T14:00:00.000-08:00

ytd went mal's house to drink.. got .. lewis.. herng liang.. yew wei.. nick.. zong.. javier.. xavier.. and one more guy.. forgot his name.. knn.. ytd all drink until so hiong.. brot so mani bottles down.. all oso drink finish..all dua seh lor.. in e end i e most sober.. cuz i drank tonic water.. muz takecare of all of the cb kias.. haha.. den suddenly nick's dad call.. wan to tok to him.. den alot of trouble la.. hope nth happen to him when he got home.. haha.. erm.. den.. knn.. yew wei and e rest oso come out.. den we no keys o in.. muz climb in.. den we oso nva wear shirt cuz we took photos.. without shirt.. haha.. quite nice sia.. den.. e sercurity almost call e police.. lucky everythin settle.. den go back rest.. slept until early morining went home to eat and sleep.. now gonna meet my dear.. quite tired acty.. but nvm.. =)

happy bdae...

2005-12-16T18:15:00.000-08:00

ytd we totally screwed nick upside down.. with party sprays up his shirt and down his pants..
today is my brother's bdae.. seems lik everybody oso v happy ..
but i wished you were here beside me..

dick

2005-12-15T14:23:00.000-08:00

we are all gonna screw u dead today dick head.. HAHAZ!

long hair

2005-12-14T13:55:00.000-08:00

i wanna keep long hair.. v v long hair.. but now my hair still v short.. and sch reopening soon.. muz cut soon.. if i fail my block test 1.. den hosey liao.. can go poly and leave long hair..

these few days keep stay at home reali sian until i bueytahan.. cannot.. tml muz go out..

study study study

2005-12-13T12:12:00.000-08:00

i am so tired.. dunno y.. i dun feel lik studyin.. i feel lik playin all day.. but.. still muz study alrdy.. sianz.. sho bored!... shall play my ps2.. and play uno with my bro.. until i feel lik studyin den go study.. nothin to do until muz go play uno.. haha..

fuck

2005-12-12T22:12:00.000-08:00

i dunno y m i e way i am.. perhaps i juz dun deserve all dat i hav.. but y doesnt anibody understand how i feel?

nth better to do

2005-12-11T15:46:00.000-08:00

recently i tink i hav been quite a jerk.. make so mani pple arnd me worry.. mayb becuz of tiz.. i hav been punished too.. my tummy lik gettin bigger and bigger.. which means i m gettin fat.. so perhaps.. i m going joggin later.. and.. i did sumthin really really bad... but i better not say.. if not.. sumbody's gonna get reali angry..

SO BORED AT HOME... nth to do!!!

Dont Cha

2005-12-10T10:34:00.000-08:00

Baby
Ladies
Fellas
Are you ready?
Lets dance
Baby (ooooh)
I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around
She's all over you (she's all over you)
I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be fucking me (babe)

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it ain't love
It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See I dont care
But I know She ain't gonna wanna share

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

I know I'm on your mind
I know we'd have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind (you aint blind)
I know I'm on your mind
I know wed have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind

I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
So I understand (I understand)
I probably be just as crazy about you
If you where my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then no friend possibly
Is a drag for me

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

argH!

2005-12-09T11:33:00.000-08:00

argh!!.. i feel lik i juz cant contain e feelin i hav inside.. and i m gonna explode soon!!... GOD!.. sumbody help me!

taliban

2005-12-07T11:48:00.000-08:00

so bored..

tired

2005-12-06T10:45:00.000-08:00

juz woke up after sleepin for a few hrs after clubbin at indochine.. sianz.. ytd e club was so freakin squeeze u can barely dance inside.. it is juz rubbin and elbowing each other on e dance floor.. i tink becuz too mani pple.. den a couple of things happened i tink.. for all i noe.. eugene liangsheng were high after drinkin graveyard which really send dem to deir grave.. but reali suck la.. too mani pple!!! and dun hav a place to sit.. so dose who r tired muz juz stand dere to rest.. damn sian so i followed rizwan went 711 buy drinks and go toilet den come back.. freak.. still so damn crowded.. but i suppose everybody had a great time.. oh ya.. i got bounced once.. but i managed to get in HAHA!

party

2005-12-05T04:40:00.000-08:00

sian.. so tired.. i lik sleep e whole day lidat.. hope later club gonna be fun.. if not reali damn sian.. so bored stay at home..
v v sian...

clubbin

2005-12-03T23:01:00.000-08:00

so tired.. aniwae tml gonna club!! got danneth and his peeps.. but jian not cumin.. sianz.. oso frm e sajc side got nick and some faggots.. haha.. so its gonna be a wild nite at indochine tml.. provided we dun get bounced.. haha!

It started monday late nite out at a party shorty hottie new mersarati burberry air one know u wear one hot in e gucci skirt with ur hair done girl wanna smoochie flirt i'ma hav fun lankawi on the beach in the hot sun feel me B i m terry lee out in taipei with energy its bottle poppin model rockin out in e audi auto droppin fingers snappin hand all clappin back to the front and ur teeth start tappin wad u wanna happen i'ma come tru this kid known to make ani dream come true any team cant do make it seem lik who terry/energy wadcha gonna do? PARTY!!

fucker

2005-12-03T01:35:00.000-08:00

wah.. today do CIP.. 6 blardy damn long hrs.. help pple collect newspaper.. collect and collect.. and kena licked by dog sumore.. sianz.. butlunch dey provide .. so.. for gain peng kias lik me.. i dun reali mind la.. haha.. den wah.. come back frm mrt i saw e basstard... last time my collegue.. nb.. i hate dat bastard.. becuz he everytime dua kang too much.. so.. i siam him and come home..

kena lup

2005-12-02T02:16:00.000-08:00

ytd reali sibei suay.. bo dai ji chue dai ji.. kena lup on my head.. den got 1 baluku.. den woke up at 5.. cuz got headache.. sibei sian lor.. end up go jian hao house slack..
watched aeonflux today.. dunno y.. i today oso abit dizzy.. keep lik wan to sleep lidat.. cannot open my eyes..
Moral of the story? : dun bo dai ji chue dai ji.. anihow fite with pple..

lidat lor.. ok lor.. goodnite lor..

bored

2005-11-30T20:09:00.000-08:00

so bored.. gonna study again.. =(

habbo hotel

2005-11-29T22:37:00.000-08:00

recently my bro playin with tiz game.. habbo hotel.. dunno wad so nice to play.. he spent 9 bucks on buyin "credits" which allow him to buy sofas, stools, tables.. in his game.. i feel dat e money can be spent better else where.. such as on his stomach.. or other stuff..
i m supposed to go and see a doctor for my leg.. but.. i hav to take a bus.. and i hav to walk.. i m so lazy.. and my leg hurts.. so i tink i m not going.. stay at home tiz few days to earn money..
i find dat jennifer love hewitt is damn gorgeous.. sheat.. recently nobody to tok to.. so i come and tok to my blog..

Saw 2

2005-11-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

blardy hell.. i sprained my leg!! argh.. hope i get well soon.. so i can do some hiong stuff again.. watched saw 2 a few days ago.. quite a sick show actually.. but v nice i tink..

Hello, Michael. I want to play a game. So far, in what loosely could be called your life, you have made a living watching others. Society would call you an informant. A rat. A snitch. I call you unworthy of the body you possess. Of the life you've been given. Now we will see if you are willing to look inward, rather than outward, to give up the one thing you rely on in order to go on living. The device around your neck is a death mask. The mask is on a string timer. If you do not locate the key in time, the mask will close. Think of it like a Venus Flytrap. What you're looking at right now is your own body, not more than two hours ago. Don't worry, you're sound asleep, and can't feel a thing. Taking into account that you are at a great disadvantage here, I am going to give you a hint as to where I have hidden the key. So listen carefully. The hint is this: It's right before your eyes. How much blood would you shed to stay alive, Michael? Live or die... Make your choice.

if u r cot under such a situation.. wad will u do to stay alive?

stevie b

2005-11-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

today morning send another few persons away.. more and more pple going overseas... I OSO WANNA GO!!!... I WAN I WAN I WAN!!..

There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes and there you were
You were more than a dream
I could reach out and touch you girl
That was long ago
There are some things that i guess I'll never know
When you love someone you gotta learn to let them go
When I dream about you
That's when everything's alright
You're in my arms here next to me forever
When i dream about you
Girl you never go away
Just close my eyes, wait for my dreams
Cause i still love loving you

How can i get you to see
That i'm falling apart since you've been gone
I could never be sure I could ever let go
your love is much too strong
There are some things that I guess I'll never know
When you love someone you gotta learn to let them go

how deep is your love

2005-11-26T14:28:00.000-08:00

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it’s me you need to show

How deep is your love
I really need to learn
’cause we’re living in a world of fools
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You’re the light in my deepest darkest hour
You’re my saviour when I fall
And you may not think
I care for you
When you know down inside
That I really do
And it’s me you need to show

gone gone and gone

2005-11-24T09:36:00.000-08:00

so mani pple are going away now.. 1st was nick.. and den randy.. and after soon all will leave 1 by 1.. so.. nobody to go out with alrdy... mom oso kept askin me to do my work.. haiz.. work work and work.. perhaps i hav played enuf.. and its time to get back to werk.. these few days e shops arnd singapore all playin christmas songs.. den when i walk pass the shops alone.. reali feel damn sad.. lucky is not spendin christmas alone.. i reali hope not.. if not.. will be quite a vry sad thing.. haha..
these few days weather v cold.. even though not raining.. and i tink becuz of dat i cot a cold.. hope dat randy tom cat faster come back.. its been a long time since e 3 of us sat tog to drink..
dunno y i wake up so early.. shd go back to sleep.. den perhaps sleep until 4pm den wun feel so lonely.. haha..

*have u ever felt so lonely.. lonely lonely lonely*

birds

2005-11-22T23:21:00.000-08:00

today .. i reali tink i hate birds.. i reali hate dose blardy birds... F birds

sommerset

2005-11-21T15:20:00.000-08:00

honestly.. i m feel so blardy sian now.. waitin for dat randy tomcat.. he is taking hell a long time to get his shit out of his anus.. and change into his leaves.. supposed to meet at 3..and now is 315 and his is still stuck in his butt hole.. acty.. is more lik he pei me den me pei him.. cuz i m so blardy bored!!!! and my hol hw still not done!! WTH!! i m a dead piece of shit!!
juz as i was so blardy bored.. PO was findin so much crap riddles to ask me.. chat chat chat.. chat until now.. and i m still waitin for dat randy tom cat.. and YES! dat butt hole is finnally ready to go out.. so m out!.. i hope i can get drunk again.. so i can juz forget dat i m so blardy sianz.. *signed off*

jay zhou

2005-11-20T19:25:00.000-08:00

recently i dled jay zhou's ye qu.. tink quite nice.. suddenly wanna dl all his new songs.. but.. i tink no need.. cuz estee gonna lend me her CD.. haha.. muz listen mani mani times den nice.. dat jack ass nic is alrdy njoy coolin off his ass in germany.. hope he dun freeze to death.. haha.. suddenly hols.. everybody all disappear.. lucky got my zhu peng gou you.. if not i sure die..
today i went to watch my bro perform his concert at media corp.. but.. nva see ani actors or actresses.. sianz.. i realised its been a long time since i went on e journey to e west.. haha.. hope i can do so soon.. b4 i enter tekong.. sianz!!!
recently dyed my hair.. acty is bleached.. den everybody scold me.. all ask me dun dye.. dunno y nobody support me one leh.. and.. now nic has left.. my tagboard oso has becum v quiet.. wth..
ok.. i tink i m complaining too much.. tml gonna viceroy with randy.. HAHAZ!

capoeira

2005-11-19T17:18:00.000-08:00

juz realised ... hols alrdy abt half over.. sheat..

martial arts

2005-11-17T16:16:00.000-08:00

such a boring day.. early morning wake up nth to do so watch batman on kids central.. den ate some cookies.. and drank some milk.. and watch tv again until everybody came home.. wah.. reali sibei sianz.. so i surf e net.. and came to tiz site..http://geocities.com/morpheus_bb/videos.html.. wow.. movies dere are perfect .. and i reali damn impressed.. so i dl some capoeira videos and kept on surfing.. and sound mani mani video clips i can use for reference.. for dose who dunno wad capoeira is.. its a brazillian martial art.. which is damn cool.. y isit so cool? becuz dere are mani mani tricks u can learn.. and its sumthin lik breakdancing.. e whole day i was practiciing it.. damn fun.. but i hope i dun injure myself.. haha.. recently damn interested in tiz kinda things.. wanna learn so mani things.. dunnno my studies how.. haha.. so fast half a day gone.. time acty pass damn quickly.. aniwae.. i m damn broke alrdy.. anibody can recomand me job dat can take 1 day pay one? haha

love me for a reason

2005-11-14T01:26:00.000-08:00

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please

It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

Don't love me for fun girl
Let me be the one girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'm just a little olf-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

unhappiness

2005-11-13T22:22:00.000-08:00

recently i haven been a v happy person.. so i went out a few times with my mind v heavy.. and i thought plentiful.. and i ask myself.. how cum i m so affected by e pple arnd me.. and how dey treat me? i realised .. i found my ans.. e reason is becuz i put dem infront of myself.. dats y i get so affected.. but.. since i knew e reason.. i found the reason to live.. and dats myself.. perhaps its being selfish.. but tiz is e real world i guess.. i found my ans.. have u?

viceroy

2005-11-12T19:00:00.000-08:00

i m so blardy bored today.. i kept walkin up and down my small hse.. and i dunno wad to do.. called randy.. but he tired.. dun wan go out.. called jianhao.. den he say at nite.. now at nite le he still haven call me.. dun even need to tink abt yj.. he sure got his prog.. so i m stuck here.. facing tiz screen.. nth to do..
juz now went minimart bot sumthin.. haha.. if u noe wad is dat.. good.. dunno.. even better.. sianz..
wah.. reali damn sian.. dun even noe wad to type now.. i tink i m better off dead la..

...

2005-11-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

dunno wad to say...except.. i love her v much.. hope i can control my blardy self..

emily rose

2005-11-10T20:14:00.000-08:00

wah.. shit.. blardy exorcism of emily rose.. blardy scary.. when i going home dat time.. i still tinkin of dat blardy show.. based on true story sumore.. wth

damn disappointed..

2005-11-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

i tink.. i m a lousy bf..

stressed

2005-11-07T19:01:00.000-08:00

recently i reali damn blardy stressed.. and e worst part is.. i m soooo blardy stress.. yet.. nobody understands me.. nobody noes how blardy i feel.. recently my parents went to see e principal.. and i promised to study 5 hrs a day.. BUT.. now is juz e startin of e hol.. IS JUZ E BLARDY STARTIN!!!.. and i go out awhile.. watch abit more tv.. my dad kpkb... i dun understand.. e most i dun make it... go poly la.. doesnt mean poly .. come out got no job meh? toopid idiot.. always tinks dat he is right.. ytd juz blardy scolded me.. i feel so blardy stressed in tiz family.. ytd.. i was tinkin.. mayb is juz tiz much i can take.. i m reali gonna blow up soon.. reali reali damn soon.. i tink he scold 2 or 1 more time.. i ll juz pack up.. and go..
during my 17 yrs on tiz world.. i learnt dat.. u gotta be responsible .. since living in tiz blardy world.. u reali gotta be a responsible son.. for my case.. to be responsible.. means study hard.. and shut e fuck up.. cuz dey provide everythin i need.. so.. i hav no rights.. execpt my birthrights.. ok.. fuck.. now my dad is home.. he confirm blardy make noise later.. i bet with my kuku... i tink.. if i were a father.. i will ask my son to do his best.. but not presurize him too much.. blardy hell.. i feel lik going to bali.. or sumwhere.. stay for a week or 2... juz stay dere and relax.. dun come back.. den i sure wun be so stressed animore..
sumtimes.. i feel lik i m juz actin happy.. puttin dat smile on my face.. when my life is so blardy fucked.. 1stly.. i failed my promos.. 2ndly.. my dad is cursing lik a mad dog.. 3rdly.. i dunno 3rdly is wad.. but i m juz damn fucked up la..
i juz visited zong from e hospital.. he looked kinda.. drowsy.. so i pei him tok cock awhile.. den i went down.. walk arnd.. den i realised.. i m all alone in tiz blardy world.. nobody reali cares abt how i feel.. my parents onli wan e results.. and results.. and care nothin more.. teachers.. onli care abt results oso.. frens.. .. dun tok abt frens la.. suddenly i feel dat.. dere is a curtain arnd me.. i and i m all alone.. ALL ALL ALONE.. by myself..

bad day

2005-11-06T12:46:00.000-08:00

wad a bad day....

am i a bastard survey

2005-11-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

if u tink dat Xavier is a big bastard.. pls tag e board.. NOW...

kiss

2005-11-04T18:29:00.000-08:00

giv me e kiss of life....all i wan is u

pw

2005-11-03T23:40:00.000-08:00

oh fuck.. tiz morning i had a damn blardy nitemare.. dreamt dat my younger bro shot himself in his head.. and died.. wtf.. den i was v v depressed.. and sad.. kept tellin myself.. " i wun let my bro die.. i wun let my bro die.." i woke up suddenly.. wah.. basket.. den when i woke up i tot.. even though i and my bro always quarrel.. but he is still my bro.. and i tink i love him v much.. if not oso wun feel lik wanna die lidat after e dream.. i tink if my bro reali die.. my life oso will juz be damn fucked.. and i oso dun wanna live animore.. in another words.. i wun let anithin happen to my bro.. if sumbody were to hurt my bro.. he better kill me 1st.. if not.. i will kill him..
ytd i sent my 2nd bro to aust.. frm young we haven been v close.. i tink i can even count e words i speak to him 1 week.. sumtimes i tink i dun even speak to him a week.. cuz since young.. we had tiz quarrel.. until now.. we dun reali tok.. den ytd.. he sent me tiz msg.. it reads.." hey bro.. thx for cumin.. njoy ur hols" .... to sum pple.. dat msg mite be juz ani other ordinary msg.. but to me.. its.. lik once in a lifetime.. yup.. and dats my 2nd bro..
tiz morning i went zong's to do pw.. and.. i had to be e stuntman for today.. but it was rather fun taking videos and stuff.. ok.. den went for lunch and went zong's to.. dunno do wad oso..
met randy in e evening for a show.. flightplan.. while i was walkin up e steps after e show.. i saw a hp lying on e floor.. so.. anibody's reaction was to pick it up.. seriously i dun hav e intention of stealin it.. or.. making it my own posession.. but at dat moment.. i was juz holdin on e hp.. but my mind was empty.. den tiz "fucker came and excuse me.. tiz is my hp.. " he and his gf.. both gave me e.." eh cheebye y u take my hp" kinda look.. den i juz gav him back e hp.. and stared at dem.. den deir face grew more lanjiao and more lanjiao... lik dose.. constipated face lidat.. at dat time i quite seh alrdy.. cuz v tired.. i oso was abt to be v hiong alrdy.. v long nva whack pple alrdy... lucky he nva push his luck too far.. if not i will treat him to my TOM YUM ... GOONG.. haha.. blardy bastard.. how i noe is his hp rite? and sumore e hp is dose... wah lan aye.. nva see b4 hp.. i tink is one of e oldest hp i still see lying on this earth.. wah.. and he tot i wanna steal his hp.. fuck off la.. aniwae.. now i m at home.. and my parents are lik.." aiyah u no planning one.. go out go until so late.. come back still use MSN... cheeby .. u call me ur son.. knn fuck off la.. kaobeikaobu.." ... so i better fuck off b4 dey fuck me..
*FUCKED OFF*

visitin the emperess

2005-11-02T09:04:00.000-08:00

die alrdy today muz see principal with my tiz hair.. so i tink i sure tio gan.. dunno if she will change her mind abt my advancement not.. aiyah.. all my fault lor.. tiki guailan.. go cut tiz kinda hair.. haha.. but nvm.. some pple tinks its nice.. i tink its nice too! haha.. later sure tio nagged by my dad again.. SIANZATION.. so now juz wait to be hacked lor.. 11.15am..
aiya.. acty even if advanced.. next yr oso muz study v v hard.. to pass my block test 1.. wtf la.. i hope.. i can make it la.. but i noe its gonna be damn tedious.. haiz.. recently so sian at home.. reali got nth to do.. ytd my dad juz complained dat i hav done nth e whole day except walkin up and down e house.. mayb today i shd go watch a movie or sumthin.. if not i will reali die.. and its onli wed... argh.. ok. gonna bathe change.. wax all my hair down.. and go hope for a better day.. bikes!

FINE

2005-11-01T08:26:00.000-08:00

sumtimes.. it onli takes a simple word, "fine" to shatter sumbody's heart...

fuckin bored

2005-10-31T20:12:00.000-08:00

i m fucking bored..

fuckin chi exam

2005-10-30T14:38:00.000-08:00

sianz.. tml got chi exam today muz study.. wtf! i m damn BROKE!.. anibody noe ways to earn fast cash other den selling backside?

drunk and puke

2005-10-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

ytd nite.. the champ went to julius's place.. along with many others.. nick.. zong.. malcom.. gerald.. estee.. weiyun.. yew wei.. liang sheng.. herng liang.. arthur.. tink no more le.. go dere.. den chiong into e pool.. dere r reali mani mani rich pple arnd.. his house got swimming pool.. so i jumped inside e pool.. and it was blardy cold as it was arnd 12 to 1 plus at nite.. yew wei passed me some shit liqour to drink to warm up myself.. den after many many pple chiong inside e pool.. nick got raped.. and reali damn jialat.. his underwear got 1 big big hole.. after dat e rest tried to rape me.. but.. i didnt get raped too badly.. haha.. drank a little while i folded stars.. but in e end.. still got drunk.. i heard i boxed zonghao..and kicked some pple.. haha.. oppps.. very sorry for e violent behaviour.. i tink is my hairstyle.. cut alrdy den becum so hiong sub consciously.. haha.. today went to get my ps2 frm y2j.. den went home slept til abt 1.. den oh shit.. my hp vibrated.. dunno who called me.. i was late to meet with my dear.. den i faster chiong to her hse.. passed her e stars.. i hope she like it.. cuz.. i nva fold stars for a ger b4.. haha.. my dear came my hse to watch vcd and watch me play ps2 today.. den after we went to CS to watch ALL ABT LOVE.. e show quite nice.. but at e back got a few cheebyes.. make so much noise.. fucker.. kikikio kikikio.. for the whole damn show.. i hate gers dat talk too much.. i reali feel lik shoving my shit up deir big mouth so dat dey can shut e fuck up.. dunno y i damn angry today.. i almost stand up and scold e fuck out of e gers.. e show was quite touching.. after e show.. i tink.. i better cherish xwei.. wait later 1 day.. sumthin happen.. i tink i will juz dun care abt my life alrdy.. god is reali good to giv me such a nice and happening ger.. i ll love her e best i can.. while holding on to her juz now.. i felt as though shes e women i wanna hold every morning when i wake up.. she has becum lik part of my whole damned life alrdy.. but she is e part dat is not damned la.. haha..
i tink i m a man of few words.. but many horns.. haha..
i didnt sleep much e whole of ytd and today.. damn bloody tired.. i reali feel lik no more energy left.. going to gameover soon.. tink i shd go sleep la.. den tml wake up.. muz study v hard for my chi.. if not.. i oso dunno if not wad will happen.. okies.. off to sleep.. au ravoir..

fuckin attitude

2005-10-28T18:28:00.000-07:00

these days dunno y i cannnot control my mood.. sumtimes will juz be v sian.. dunno why.. hope can control.. hope can control alot of things.. but.. alot of things are beyond my control.. so..=( ok.. aniwae.. gonna rest awhile now..

sianz

2005-10-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

wah.. onli 825.. and i cant sleep.. dunno y.. had toopid dreams again.. v scared i do the wrong things.. hope i dun.. but again.. i m no position to control my fate..sianz.. tink i will juz rot until 1 pm..

cheeby kuku nice

2005-10-26T20:34:00.000-07:00

today i played catchin with the sercurity guard again.. haha.. but tiz time i managed to get into sch.. cuz i was late..so.. today did e PW OP.. so.. aiyah.. i whack the whole pw..acty deres nth much to be nervous abt.. after e whole damn pw.. which took abt.. 3 hrs? or so.. i went down to meet randy to hav my hair trimmed.. when down to hairy zoom.. sadly.. its closed for e day.. but fortunately.. fusion is juz arnd e corner.. so we went dere to cut instead.. wtf.. if i hav known.. i shd hav cut dere instead.. i tink e lady cut dere nicer.. sumore e lady more frenly.. can tok cock with me while cuttin haha.. ok.. so i browse tru e hairstyle mag.. and spotted a pineapple hairstyle.. which i tot was quite cool.. so i asked e lady to help me cut.. she smiled at me.. and say.. " u sure u wan tiz? tiz is very short leh.." den i replied.. i trust u.. juz bring it.. hahaz.. so zoom zoom.. dere.. wtf.. damn blardy nice.. i tink.. even randy oso say damn blardy nice.. but he say.. v ah beng.. which i quite agreed with him.. but nvm.. cut means cut liao.. den we went down to near shs area to eat mad cow fried rice.. haha..niu rou chao fan.. haha.. and talk cock.. apparently.. randy cant change for e better.. got gf alrdy still keep tinkin of doing it with the whore.. haha.. such a bastard.. haha.. too bad y2j not arnd.. if not sure can tok sumore cock.. i muz be home today early.. so i bid randy tom cat goodbye and went home.. when i opened the door.. @#$%&*&^%$#$%^&&^% all come alrdy.. my parents keep complaining abt my hair.. haha.. "31st need to see principal alrdy still cut tiz kuku hair.." haha.. aiyah.. heck.. so now at home alrdy feelin damn sian.. i feel lik watchin flightplan .. mayb one day i will juz go watch it myself again.. haha.. acty its not as bad as pple think it is.. SIAN!... 3 more mths den my bdae.. den i can officially buy liqour and cigerettes.. haha!.. den nobody can stop me!.. wahaha..

pressies

2005-10-25T18:08:00.000-07:00

haiz.. i m helplessly in love..

sleepy head

2005-10-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

pizzas for lunch.. rice for dinner.. slept alot today..

basket

2005-10-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

tink she is ignoring me

beer vs cigerettes

2005-10-22T14:27:00.000-07:00

ytd it was pure fun at sentosa beach.. with the company of nic.. zong.. weiyun.. weiyan.. qianhui.. malcom.. liang sheng.. herng liang.. and some more.. lewis.. and some more la.. reali njoyed playin with zong's puni little rugby ball.. can play american football with it.. reali damn fun.. feel lik joining rugby.. but.. i noe.. i cant.. =(.. so.. i shd juz stay playin vball..
we swam.. and played toopid games until 4 plus.. and took a shower..and waited for the girls until.. 5 plus hahaha.. i noe dey got an extra underwear to wear.. but.. dun u tink gers juz take too long to do their thing in the toilet? haha..
we went for lunch at.. far east.. and i reali wanna whack pple.. i ordered mee goreng.. and dey gave me fried hockkien mee.. wth.. and sumore take so damn blardy long to come.. but..nvm.. so after dat.. nic zong and me went over to malcom's place to hav a gay men session.. haha..damn it.. i reali cant drink la.. drank some mixed and.. 1 dunno wad shit.. den i reali seh~ alrdy.. piang eh.. almost died.. den i tink i vomited.. abt.. 4 to 5 times.. or mayb more.. but malcom is a good nigga brother.. and nic is another good nigga brother.. sent me home.. HAHA.. aiyah.. but reali.. i m not gonna drink animore la.. i can take e drinkin part.. but e after effects reali suck.. dun even noe wad i m doing ytd.. while i was going home.. lucky got nic.. if not i will juz hug ani ger can call "dear" Moral of the story: dun gei kiang and drink so much if u noe u cannot hold ur liqour
if i were to choose btwn liqour and cigerttes.. its gotta be cigerettes.. cuz i wun vomit lik a mad dog later.. haha.. OK.. finally i wanna say.. I DUN LIKE TO DRINK.. hahha.. i noe.. next time go clubbin.. order orange juice.. haha..
so tired.. but i wanna go out today.. mayb if i cant find randy.. i will go watch a movie alone again.. sheer fun man.. haha! for a loser..

dear

2005-10-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

haha.. fuck la.. these few days i dunno y.. v easy angry leh.. aiyah.. dunno y.. dunno y dose who got 13 pts or lower den me.. dey can get promoted and dun need to see the principal.. but i need to bring parents see principal on 31 sumore.. i hope everythin turns out well.. but i dun lik the process of waitin.. i juz wanna noe it now.. perhaps i shd hav some patience..
i always hope to hav a japanese wife.. dats if ever i hav a wife.. den she will do my laundry.. make tea for me.. giv me some soothing japanese massage.. and at nite.. HAHAHAHA.. do wad the men has gotta do!.. tink my wife will be v poor thing.. haha.. muz do tiz do dat for me.. at nite still muz make me happy.. haha.. but it pays to be the champ's wife la.. HAHAHA! den too bad lor..
i m soon gonna be as black as a shadow.. lik a moonlite shadow.. den tml if i go sentosa.. i will be the singapore famous baked brownie.. but nvm.. its cool to be brown..
so mani pple fallin sick.. zhihong.. johnathan.. but i dun care la.. but my dear is sick!! =(.. now i wad oso dun wan.. juz hope she recover soon..

god is good..

2005-10-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

i tink god has been pretty kind to me..

sian

2005-10-19T20:14:00.000-07:00

so sian!!.. i wanna watch 40 yr old virgin..but i m onli 17! =( recently keep going out until so late.. v v tired.. i wanna sleep early today.. den tml run dat toopid 1km.. i hate running.. haiz... feel damn sian.. damn moody.. mayb i shd sleep now.. tml will be a better day..

i cant

2005-10-18T23:23:00.000-07:00

i m reali tryin my very best.. but nobody believes me..

money or time

2005-10-17T16:34:00.000-07:00

today i went and try my very very best to ask teachers to pull up my marks.. but.. none of dem can help me.. so.. i tink i m reali reali screwed.. but aniwae i still thank dem for botherin to tok to me..
recently i m reali bothered abt gettin promoted or not.. but mayb nic is right.. if i hav tried and tried and yet.. i cannot get promoted.. dere mite be sweeter water else where.. but the onli thing i cant bear to part.. is my dear.. i noe she dun wan me to leave.. sumtimes i hate myself for not studyin hard enuf.. but wad is done cannot be undone.. even though we mite be studyin at different places.. but shes right inside my heart.. right beside me..
if money can buy time.. wld u sell time or buy time? i guess.. i wld buy time.. i hope i can hav more time with my classmates and my dear.. cuz i m not gonna see dem for a long long time..=(

rainy day

2005-10-16T17:43:00.000-07:00

wads the point of wearin a watch when u dunno how to read it? HAHAHAHA!

go go dancers

2005-10-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

today j1 open hse.. but it also spells poly orientation for me.. alot of pple hav been tellin me not to worry.. mayb tiz mayb dat.. but i dun put my trust in all those things.. ofcuz i hope i will get promoted.. but i m pretty sure.. i ll be fucked in my own candy milk ass..
as i was watchin my dear dance today.. suddenly tiz feelin of sorrow juz got into me.. dunno when i can see my dear dance again.. for everybody else in SA.. next day is juz a day forword to j2.. but for me.. its a day nearer to my end in SA..
if i can turn back the time.. i wld rather go to poly.. i dun wanna waste 1 whole yr.. and today my dear told me if go poly.. muz go NS 1st.. and i told her better still.. can keep long hair after dat.. but in actual fact.. i reali dun wan.. cuz.. i will be studyin with pple who are alot younger den me.. i dunno wads going on in my life now.. i cant pretend i m allrite.. i feel lik running alway from tiz damn place.. so dat i dun hav to do my NS.. and i dun hav to take my alevels and all these shit.. i hope theres more to studyin in tiz world..
if i were to leave SA.. i wld diffinately miss my dear alot.. and i wonder if she feels the same too...

the myth

2005-10-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

today i received back my final term papers.. and.. as expected.. i got fucked in my ass left side right upside down.. got an E O F.. with GP c5.. means.. is either i go poly.. oh ya.. geradine ask me go poly with her do some F&N sumthin shit course.. haha.. dun tink i m interested.. oh ya.. or.. i retain.. and do a damn shit whole yr of j1 again.. but e 2nd option leaves me to see my dear everyday in sch.. so.. im still considerin.. but.. i tink its time i made a decision good for myself.. i dun wanna be a slave for my dad.. doing phy and maths all e time.. i wanna try sumthin new lik design.. well.. lets see where i end up..
after sch i went spinella with nic.. drank a cup of chocolate twist.. which giv me e brightest idea ever.. watch a movie alone.. so.. i went down to tm alone.. bot a 420 ticket.. for THE MYTH.. and went down to shop and save to buy some chips and drink..
jian called me.. and asked wad i was doing.. i told him i watchin movie alone.. and he was lik.." haha.. funni ar? watch movie alone.." apparently he didnt took wad i said to be true.. so i explain to him.. how my frens are all busy.. and cannot accompany me.. and thus end up i watchin movie alone..
while waitin for the movie to be screened.. 2 gers came.. and sat beside me.. and dey were lik.." look at this loser.. sittin ALONE watchin a movie all by himself.. lets let him rot himself..and let him die.. " after tinkin so.. dey shifted to the seats on the other row.. leavin me to sit all alone at dat dumb stretch of seats.. but its ok.. i hav got my chips.. den after.. alot of pple msg me.. cailin msged me ask me why i watchin movie alone.. randy msg me ask me go out.. clubbin with gera.. haha.. oh.. so it was crap.. and dere.. finally my dear msged me.. acty i tink i m v lucky to hav her.. even though i m such a loser and a screwed up fella.. i love her v much.. and i tink she noes..
tml is open hse.. i tink i will see new peeps lik cailin and vivian arnd tml.. but its sad becuz i m leavin SA soon..i reali hope i can stay.. when nic zong and everybody can stay.. except me.. i oso thank estee weiyun dey all.. for keepin my hopes high.. until e last crucial moment when papers are given out and i m as fucked.. haha.. i tink it has been a real pleasure to noe all of dem.. Nic, Zong, Estee, Weiyun, Haffi, Pam, Rizwan.. and a couple more.. if i can turn back the time i would definately study harder to strive with them with the A levels.. but its such a pity.. but aniwae.. they will stay deep down inside the champs' heart..
OMG.. so touchin until i myself wanna cry..

cough flu sorethroat

2005-10-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

dun stop till u sneeze enuf.. keep on.. with the force dun stop..
i m sick.. got flu.. but i hope i recover soon.. aniwae.. nvm.. recently feelin abit.. down.. i tink is becuz tml going to get back results.. den abit scared..i guess the shit will all be over soon.. somethings.. dey r our destiny.. dey r in our blood.. so we cant change it.. so lets see if u see me in ash blonde hair next yr..
sumtimes i juz feel lik being alone.. on the beach.. with nobody else arnd.. den i can tink and reflect abt wad the hell is reali going on in my life..
acty i wanna watch the myth later alone.. cuz nic dey all dun wan watch.. den my dear oso watch alrdy.. but.. i tink i better stay home .. later spread all my flu and shit too innocent pple.. haaz.. ok fuck.. off to get tissues..

she

2005-10-12T19:00:00.000-07:00

dere is onli a pair of hands dat can put me to sleep.. and yes.. her gentle hands.. miss her..
these few days keep go out with my te gao ping you.. and always v late go home.. so today.. decided to make pple who care for me less worried.. so i came home early.. today got wang zi bian qing wa.. can watch.. haha.. going off!

oh ya.. i got AP.. attitude problem.. so.. dun mess with me..

shop shop shop ge bu ding..

2005-10-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

i m king.. ur the queen.. i m the king ur e queen.. i m e king.. ur the queen.. shopping king and queen.. shop shop shop ge bu ding..
wads the thing with shopping? how cum nic and zong can shop lik the gers.. and wun get tired ? cant take it.. ytd it feels as though i walked the whole singapore.. and i craved for cushion seats everywhere i go.. haha..
acty.. i m ok with shoppin.. juz dat.. if i shop.. i alrdy hav sumthin in my mind i wanna buy.. and i juz go and buy it.. i dun walk arnd and walk arnd juz to look for things to buy.. so ytd.. i missed my 2 tv shows.. =( but nvm.. heard got the vcd.. can buy.. haha..
early morining zong alrdy kena spasm.. retarded... i sleep halfway den.. got 1 lunatic beside me make dose kinda pple die dat sound.. haha.. tot the house was on fire.. and den we woke up and talked abt exams.. shit i tink i reali will fail badly.. everytime i hear pple say.. the paper v easy.. sure can huat.. den i reali....=x got nth to say alrdy..
mayb tiz is a good time to scout for courses in the poly..??

no more exams!

2005-10-07T13:05:00.000-07:00

fuck die alrdy.. fail everythina alrdy.. can go poly slack alrdy..

one more day

2005-10-06T13:22:00.000-07:00

dunno y recently i dream so much... lucky is not day dream.. if not i will be wasting a lot of time.. and all my dreams are lik... so wierd.. today dreamt dat my ring broke into 2.. v sad.. always dream abt tiz kinda things.. oh but.. got 1 dream dunno y i v happy.. haha.. dreamt dat my ex's new bf v bad to her.. haha.. damn evil..
left 1 more day.. den mayb i reali can go poly alrdy.. haha.. my hair oso growin quite long alrdy.. mayb i shdnt cut.. can go poly and leave long.. bloody promos.. so diff..
haiz.. do maths until i v sian.. haven even touch integration and differentiation.. die alrdy.. e more i tink e more i noe i m going to the poly alrdy..
arghh.. bloody time pass so slow.. going to study alrdy.. for e last time tiz yr i m sayin i m studyin..

4 down.. 1 to go..

2005-10-05T17:28:00.000-07:00

as i was flipping the phy paper through.. dunno y.. my mouth opened wider and wider.. i tink is the paper too amazing dats y.. so.. at the end of the paper.. my mouth cannot close animore.. bloody difficult.. acty.. its not dat diff.. juz dat.. i totally forgot how to do.. so i was totalled ... by phy.. but den after.. was the econs paper.. again.. i flipped the paper.. tiz time.. i tink i m more confident.. however.. becuz i nva pass my MCQ b4.. so i abit scared for my mcq.. and the structured.. cuz i tot i hav written alot.. but after discussing with the rest of the peeps.. i realised i m reali dead.. haha.. but i hope.. sumhow i will huat.. u noe sumtimes.. when ur 1st card is 7.. when playin black jack.. u reali peng sang.. but.. u will nva noe.. when u will get tripple 7.. dats when u kick the dealer's ass.. i hope for my case.. i got a triple 7.. lets see how it goes.. so 4 down 1 to go.. and dat is my worst sub.. 2nd to phy.. haha... cuz i nva take amaths in sec sch.. so now all the differentiation.. and integration making me nuts.. juz hope to clear with an E.. i v happy alrdy..

while walkin home.. i saw tiz pri sch ger.. her skirt is lik.. my bro's shorts.. so short.. oh.. in case u didnt see the "pri sch" word..ok its PRI SCH.. and her skirt is lik worse den SA's.. so now u noe waD the world is becumin too.. the world is changing rapidly.. my bro who is in pri 4 got a hp.. and i got it lik onli when i was in sec 2.. u see the difference btwn KIDs.. now.. and when i was a kid.. ?
since left 1 more paper.. i tink i can slack abit.. watch tv abit.. and drink some coffee.. so at night can do abit of slack work.. haha..
i hope exams faster finish.. 2 more days.. den i can go out with my frens.. and my beloved.. and my bro.. and...................the list goes on and on and on.................................................................................................